The aforementioned A started talking to me again on Sunday. I believe this will require some backstory.
We met online, in September, I believe, and I found out that he only lives a few blocks from me, and we have a couple of vague mutual friends. (This town is small.) From chatting online, I discovered he was really looking for a relationship, and I wasn't at the time. (I wasn't at the time I started dating M either, but that's another story.) But, he wanted to hang out and one thing lead to another and we had a pretty good NSA thing going, but I could feel him starting to get attached, which made me freak out because I didn't want to hurt anyone else, I just wanted to have good consistent sex with someone that I was friends with. Apparently this is too much to ask.
Well, we were fucking for about 3 months non-exclusively, and it was excellent sex. Then the college quarter ended right before Thanksgiving, and he just disappeared. Didn't answer phone calls or texts, and was never online (he used to be online every day, almost all day). Of course, I didn't call or text that often, as I wasn't really supposed to be keeping tabs on him, but when we saw each other frequently and then there was NOTHING, it made me wonder what that fuck was going on. And I think I realized that I did have some feelings for him...I guess it's true that you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone. The sex with him was somehow different than what I had previously experienced. He was kind of a switch...he loved to be dominated, but also could pull a number on me as well.
Anyway, my last text to him in mid December said something to the effect of "Just wanted to make sure you're still alive." Two weeks later I get a drunken phone call at 3am so he could tell me he was still alive, and that he needed to go pass out. Later, I never did get out of him why he disappeared, but I said we could stay friends. We had one good conversation after that on the phone about sex, where I learned about his ex that used to lead him around by a leash around his balls, and his affinity for leather. Then he sorta disappeared again and called me once around the time M and I started dating in early February. I posed the idea to M of an open relationship, as A had expressed interest in fucking me again, but M's a little too traditional for such things, so I made a conscious effort to try to forget about A and delve into my relationship with M. And I was completely successful. Until Sunday.
A tried to explain to me why he disappeared, but still didn't have a concrete reason...I think if I hadn't been so anti-relationship at the time, A and I would have ended up in one. He finally did apologize for dropping off the face of earth (I think he finally realized how much that sucked for me) and that he missed hanging out with me and wanted to still be friends. I've tried being friends with former fuck-buddies before, and it's difficult to say in the least. Still, I told him that I would hang out with him the next day. He never showed...something about a huge family argument. But still he got me thinking...
A's cock is thicker than M's, and while he hadn't used it in quite the same ways as M, there's something to be said about a more bulbous cockhead massaging you from the inside. I began to think about how easy it would have been to fuck him silly with all my roommates being away, and M would never know. I try so hard at this monogamy thing, but I just don't think I'm cut out for it. Maybe it's best that A didn't show up.
Then there's the story of C. I can't even remember how I ever got talking to this guy about sex, but I know that we spent several conversations skipping out of work or over a drink after work discussing relationships and sex and the pros and cons of seeing multiple people at once (as that was what I was attempting at the time) and we realized that we had a mutual attraction, but he was (and still is) in a relatively stable relationship and has been for over 2 years. He's significantly older, which to me only meant that he was more experienced, which made him all that more attractive. Aside from one time where we kissed in his office, it had all been teasing and sending of pictures and such. I was not about to be a homewrecker, and his office did not allow for a whole lot of privacy. Until today, when somehow I ended up in the basement of his office.
I fell for the line "You have to pee, don't you? Let me show you where the bathroom is." So I followed him down the stairs, and he went into the one stall of the bathroom, and guided me in with him and said, "Now go pee." He kissed me, and in between kisses, I asked him what his fascination with urination was. Up until this point, I had never known a guy personally that was interested in such things. I told him it was awkward, but yet I still undid my belt and took my pants down and sat down. This of course put my face right in front of his cock...he was quick to undo his pants as well. It was as beautiful as I had seen in pictures...deliciously thick. Without thinking, I took his hardening cock into my mouth. As he got harder, I wrapped my hand around his shaft as I tried to take him in as deeply as I could. He moaned, and said I should pee, and I didn't think I could so I just kept sucking. He told me to turn around but I declined, mentioning that he had bad timing. He then said he could put it in my ass, and while the thought was tempting, I knew he was too big for ass fucking without lube, and I told him so. He mentioned saliva, but I shook my head no. He then undid his pants all the way and pulled them down a bit...I was then able to reach under his balls...every man loves that spot just beneath them. After a few more deep sucks and concentrating on his large cockhead with my tongue, he came more quickly than I had expected, and tasted delicious. I kept sucking on the head and just below it as he came, making sure I had gotten all of his sticky juices. He was stifling moans...I think my cocksucking talent surprised him. He told me that he didn't know what it was about me, but that he hadn't been "bad, like really bad" like that in a long time. I smiled...it was good to know I still have some appeal. He put himself back together, and realized that me peeing in front of him wasn't going to happen, so he stepped out for a moment while I did my business. When I came out, he was like "Ok, the story is that you were trying to sell me drugs, and that we were haggling about pricing, and that's why we were in the bathroom with the door shut. Ok, cool." And then he changed the subject and we walked up the stairs and went back to his office as though nothing had happened.
So much for monogamy. Did I mention that M used to work for C? And that it's M's birthday? A new low, yet I surprisingly don't feel that horrible.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Weekend...
Spent the weekend with M. It was that time of the month...really for me, every three months (the wonders of modern medicine!) so we were pretty chill. It was nice to just spend some time together.
However, when we went to bed Friday night, I wasn't really able to sleep. I didn't really realize it was because I was horny, but M seemed to put it together. After much tossing and turning in the middle of the night (around 4am), we ended up in a spooning position, and he ever so gently began to caress my breasts. A little more movement from him caused some motion from me, mostly my ass beginning to rub against his hardening cock. His hand moved lower, beginning to rub my crotch through my panties, his lips finding my neck. I moaned softly as I rubbed harder against him, alternating between pressing against his hand and his cock. He managed to make me cum once through my panties, and then dove under them and expertly drew three more orgasms from me in a matter of minutes. It wasn't difficult as I had wanted him for so long.
By then his cock was pressing snugly against my ass, hard as a rock. I turned around and flipped him onto his back, tossing covers and underwear until his cock was where it belonged...in my mouth. The soft light from the window let me see that he had propped his head up on pillows and was watching me work my mouth over his cock. I smiled as best I could, and then engulfed him. I felt so naughty waking up at 4am to be giving him head. I told him that my original plan was to wake him up like that in a few hours (he works Saturdays) but that I loved waking up in the middle of the night and us both realizing that we needed each other. After some good long deep sucks and massaging him right under his balls, he erupted into my mouth, and swallowed a rather large amount of cum. After that, I was able to sleep much better.
Saturday I felt the need to reorganize his kitchen while he was at work, and after dinner we watched a movie I picked out from the video store (which was amazing) and watched the first 20 minutes of a movie he picked out (much less amazing) when I decided to drag him up the stairs. I think he thought we were going to bed, but I really just wanted to be close to him to see what would happen. Bad timing or not, he was willing to put on a condom and go for it...I think he needed to be inside me as badly as I needed him there. There was no pretense, just deep hard missionary fucking that felt incredible. It was exactly what I needed.
However, when we went to bed Friday night, I wasn't really able to sleep. I didn't really realize it was because I was horny, but M seemed to put it together. After much tossing and turning in the middle of the night (around 4am), we ended up in a spooning position, and he ever so gently began to caress my breasts. A little more movement from him caused some motion from me, mostly my ass beginning to rub against his hardening cock. His hand moved lower, beginning to rub my crotch through my panties, his lips finding my neck. I moaned softly as I rubbed harder against him, alternating between pressing against his hand and his cock. He managed to make me cum once through my panties, and then dove under them and expertly drew three more orgasms from me in a matter of minutes. It wasn't difficult as I had wanted him for so long.
By then his cock was pressing snugly against my ass, hard as a rock. I turned around and flipped him onto his back, tossing covers and underwear until his cock was where it belonged...in my mouth. The soft light from the window let me see that he had propped his head up on pillows and was watching me work my mouth over his cock. I smiled as best I could, and then engulfed him. I felt so naughty waking up at 4am to be giving him head. I told him that my original plan was to wake him up like that in a few hours (he works Saturdays) but that I loved waking up in the middle of the night and us both realizing that we needed each other. After some good long deep sucks and massaging him right under his balls, he erupted into my mouth, and swallowed a rather large amount of cum. After that, I was able to sleep much better.
Saturday I felt the need to reorganize his kitchen while he was at work, and after dinner we watched a movie I picked out from the video store (which was amazing) and watched the first 20 minutes of a movie he picked out (much less amazing) when I decided to drag him up the stairs. I think he thought we were going to bed, but I really just wanted to be close to him to see what would happen. Bad timing or not, he was willing to put on a condom and go for it...I think he needed to be inside me as badly as I needed him there. There was no pretense, just deep hard missionary fucking that felt incredible. It was exactly what I needed.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Monday, March 24, 2008
A glorious Tuesday evening...
I came home from work and went straight to bed. I stripped down to nothing put panties and crawled under the covers and passed out. He had instructions to find me there when he arrived.
I was awakened by a kiss and a "hey, sweetie". What a glorious way to wake up. We chatted a bit as I awoke from my slumber, but eventually I became annoyed with the conversation and pulled him on top of me. I must have been having a naughty dream or something, because I was already incredibly turned on.
I think he may have been a little surprised by my lack of clothing, but he didn't seem to mind a bit. He asked how I was, and I rubbed my hands down his back to his ass, and said "How do you think I am?" I proceeded to press my body tightly against his, grinding my pussy against his leg, holding him close, kissing his neck and telling him just how much he turns me on.
Earlier in the day, I had texted him about how much I had really wanted to suck his cock, and the feeling never left me. So when he peeled himself from my grasp long enough to stand up and start to remove his clothes, as soon as his cock was revealed, it was in my mouth. I eagerly sucked him, as I heard him suck in a breath and then moan from my unexpected efforts. "Mmm...I love when you do that." He was standing on the floor and I was leaning to the side on the bed, so he reached down and began to rub slow circles around my clit through my panties. I moaned onto his cock, as he circumvented my last piece of clothing and dove his fingers deep into me.
I moved back onto the bed a bit to allow him room to lie down. We arranged ourselves into a 69 position and kept him in my mouth the whole time. I love the smoothness of his cock as it slides in and out of my wet mouth. He licked me for a while, but eventually his lips latched onto my clit and I moaned as I came, my sounds muffled by his cock still shoved into my mouth. As I was coming down, I went to back to bobbing my head on his cock, grabbing his ass to pull him closer to me, so I could take him in deeper. He was loving it, but eventually he said he really needed to fuck me.
He flipped me on my back, pushed my knees to my chest and entered me effortlessly, as I was so wet from the artful attentions of his tongue. I usually savor the first entrance of a cock into my pussy...I like to let the idea of being full of cock slowly set in. There was no time for this...he wanted me and he wanted me RIGHT THEN. He propped himself up on his hands and began to thrust quickly and deeply. I looked down and was able to see him disappear inside of me repeatedly, which was an incredible turn on. I threw my head back and screamed...his insistent penetration felt amazing. I think he sensed I was about to cum, so he pushed into me hard, balls deep, and held himself there. I lost it...my body was writhing underneath him, rubbing my clit against his body, pulling him closer to me with my arms and legs. He shifted his hands and put his full weight on me and I exploded, screaming into his ear. I didn't have time to even catch my breath and he was already back to fucking...my pussy loved every second of it. I wouldn't let him get too far away this time though...I wanted him as close as possible to me, as deep inside of me as possible. I rocked my hips and fucked him back as best I could...we could hear the sounds of wet skin slapping together. I felt his cock just a little harder and his thrusts were just a little more determined, so I squeezed my pussy around him and whispered, "Cum for me. Cum for me now." in his ear. With a few more dips into my pussy...I was flooded with his cum. God I love that feeling.
After recovering a bit, we realized that we usually have dinner first and then fuck, which made us realize how hungry we really were. So we put ourselves back together and went out for sushi. After a delectable meal, we came back to my place and cuddled in bed a bit. I knew it was getting late and that he would have to leave soon, but my body was not done with his. Not yet.
Before he could make any exit excuses, I rolled on top of him and whispered softly, "It's been too long since you've played with my ass." There are men in this world that are all about breasts, or legs, or all kinds of things, but I've discovered M is definitely an ass man. While I'm not fond at looking at myself from behind in the mirror, he loves my behind. I can't say that I mind at all, because my ass loves the attention. I love being spanked, rimmed, and fucked there. But it's rare to find a man that is interested in the concept and will treat my ass with respect. M is one of those men.
At those words, I could feel his cock hardening below me. What I had in mind was a good tongue exploration, a bit of finger play, and then feeling his cock in my ass. But he had other plans. "My are you naughty, wanting your ass played with. Well, we'll have to see to that." He disposed of my clothes quickly, leaving me naked and him fully clothed. He motioned to a pillow, and I knew what he wanted...I placed it under my hips and laid face down on the bed, spreading my legs a bit to reveal my core to him. My pussy must have been glistening, still moist from our earlier encounter.
After a few smacks across the ass, I was left alone for a minute. I couldn't see what he was doing behind me. I learned later that he had shed his clothes and gotten into my closet to find my toys. Ahh, this was going to be a very naughty night. I have two anal toys...a long thin purple plug that feels great when deep inside, but it doesn't stay in without help. The other one was new...I had used it once in phone sex play, but M had yet to see it in action. It's a shorter but much fatter lavender plug, with a cord that extends from the base. This cord can be plugged into a battery pack with a dial that can adjust the speed of the vibration. I'd used the vibration the last time only near the time I was about to cum, and it send me over the edge and into outer space within seconds. M had heard this happen on the phone, but I could tell he wanted to witness it's effects in person.
He started with kissing and nibbling my already sensitive ass. I squirmed a bit, and even more when his tongue delved into my crack. I love how naughty that feels. He continued to probe my rosebud with his tongue as he slipped the thinner toy into my pussy. It didn't feel like much in there, but I knew the purpose was just to get it ready for my ass...and it got rather wet as my pussy was now nearly dripping. He the slowly pushed the toy into my ass. He went slow...I think he's always afraid of hurting me. I relaxed and it slid in the full length easily. He held it inside and began to toy with my clit. I loved the sensation and began to moan into the bed. He began to slide the toy in and out just a little, and then dove his fingers into my pussy. It was glorious...almost as soon as he found my g-spot, I came, flooding with juices. Anal play always gets me so worked up. He continued toying with my pussy and clit, pressing toy in deep until I came at least two more times. He then asked if I was ready for something bigger.
The base of the larger toy is wide enough that my ring barely stretches over it, so I told him that I wanted to insert it, and then he could do whatever he wanted to me. I got the lube and applied some to the toy and then fingered my asshole for a minute and somehow managed to manuever a good angle for insertion while still face down and my ass propped up in the air. I began to slowly insert the tip, taking deep breaths and trying to relax while stretching out my asshole. When it was almost in but began to hurt, I asked M to finger my clit. The pleasant distraction was enough to facilitate the entire toy slipping into my anus, and after a moment of settling, my ring closed around the receded base to hold the toy firmly in place.
I heard him sigh, and he said something along the lines of "Damn, that's beautiful...a dripping wet pussy and a naughty toy in your ass. What a dirty girl!" and then I felt a sudden sting on the most sensitive part of my ass as his other hand delved back into my now much tighter pussy. There was so much stimulation in my core that my head started to spin and I came uncontrollably.
He withdrew his fingers and let me catch my breath. I moaned that I needed to fuck him. That I craved to be penetrated in both holes simultaneously. That I wanted to be filled with cock. I think he began to move to get behind me, but I had other ideas. I wanted to ride him...NOW. As we moved to change positions, I found the battery pack for the toy in my ass and plugged it in but didn't turn it on...yet. I straddled M and kissed him deeply. After a bit of difficulty finding the right angle with the addition of a toy deep in my ass, I began to slowly lower my pussy down onto his cock. He had a rather incredulous look on his face as he felt how tight my pussy was now that I was being penetrated in both holes.
I closed my eyes and sat up tall and concentrated on the intense feeling between my legs. It's been a long time fantasy to be double penetrated, and this was the closest thing I'd ever felt. I leaned forward, squeezed myself around his shaft, rubbed my clit against his stomach and came hard, my ass spasming around the large object protruding from it. I made such loud noises. I then began a slow rise and fall rhythm on his cock, and looked down to see an approving smile. "You like my tight pussy?" I got a moan in response. I picked up the remote to the toy and turned it on ever so slowly. A gentle vibration spread quickly from the depths of my ass to my pussy to his cock. "You like that?" "Mmm, yes..."
I increased the pace of my bouncing on his cock, and increased the intensity of the vibrations as well, being careful not to let him slip out of me as I was very tight and now completely dripping wet with cum. This was nearly sensory overload for me. I began to shake with orgasm as I bounced. I'm not sure if it was my orgasm or my wetness or the vibrations that pushed M over the edge, but soon enough I could see his face contorting and his hips bucking at me and he filled me with his creamy goodness.
I collapsed on top of him, impaled on his still hard cock. I whispered to him that he had just fulfilled a fantasy of mine, and that it was glorious.
Friday, March 21, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Ahh, the uses of the internet...
This will require a little backstory. Senior year of college I used to occasionally fuck this guy we'll call L. He had a supposed open relationship with his girlfriend...and we ended up having a threesome eventually, but that's not this story. This story is when L came to visit me just after the holidays this past year. However, I told the story of this encounter via instant message to my friend R, and below is the resulting conversation when I recounted the conversation with R about L with T. Does this even make any sense? Maybe once you see it...
me: how are you?
T: Usual
me: hehe
me: tired and horny?
T: Yeah... you should be my girlfriend. Can already read me. At distance, mind you.
me: it's not difficult
me: i'm working on a little tease for you
me: hold on
T: Uh-oh...
T: What kind of tease?
me: i recounted my sexual exploits of this afternoon to R earlier. so i shall show you the transcript of our conversation.
me: interested?
T: Probably as close to sex as I'm gonna get with you for a while
T: Damn straight I wanna see it
me: lol
me:
[23:43] R: I do want details.
[23:45] me: well when he arrived, my friends were still here. as soon as they left the room...he kissed me and moved my hand to his cock. "see, i'm hard for you already"
[23:46] me: he doesn't believe in underwear, so it was quite apparent.
[23:46] me: i said that my friends would probably leave in a bit, and they did.
[23:47] me: L got up to take out the movie that had just finished...and i asked what he was doing... he said he had no idea and stood up and kissed me deeply in the middle of the living room...his hands traveling to my ass.
[23:48] me: i could feel his hardness pressed against my stomach. (he's really tall and a stick)
[23:48] R: Hmm. :P
[23:49] me: he said something about he's really been wanting me and was glad he was able to visit...in between kissing my neck. i told him he had a one track mind.
[23:50] me: he asked if we should get more comfortable...and i said that my bed is really comfy and that he should check it out
[23:50] me: he sunk into it and was impressed...i mentioned that it's not good for certain sexual positions as he removed his shirt.
[23:51] me: "like what?" "like me being on top. can't get the right leverage." as he's unbuttoning his pants....
[23:51] me: "oh." "mmm...i almost forgot how big you are. almost."
[23:52] me: i teased the head of his cock with my tongue. "oh, damn..."
[23:53] me: his pants came off and he's completely naked, and i'm still totally clothed, so i take off my sweater, leaving my bra on. he feels my tits as i start to suck his cock.
me: shall i wait for your commentary, or just post it all and wait until the end?
T: Heh... up to you
me: i like comments.
me: let me know when you want a new section.
T: Probably... I'll make a reference with each comment, so you know whereof I speak
me: :)
T: BTW... this was L?
T: Next
me: yes
T: How long is the guy?
me:
[23:54] me: he moans some more and goes on about my cock sucking skills. he loves what i do to him. i pause for a moment to change the lighting and to remove my pants.
[23:54] R: People need to go away. lol
[23:54] R: This is hot.
[23:54] me: haha
[23:54] me: you like?
[23:55] R: Mmhmmm...
[23:55] me: hehe
[23:57] me: as i come back into the bed, we lie back and make out, hands all over each other, his cock pressing into my leg. hot.
[23:57] me: as i go back to sucking his cock, i muse "you can't tell me that you find a girl in cali to do this for you". "none as good as you".
[23:59] R: That's probably the truth.
[00:00] me: he loves to moan as he gently holds my head in place above his cock. he's way too big to take in fully as i still have my damned gag reflex, but he doesn't seem to mind as my hands make up for what my mouth can't.
[00:00] me: ha
[00:00] me: he pulls my head up to kiss him bring me close as his hands travel to my ass
me: i just texted you a pic of his cock.
me: i'd say at least 8...maybe larger. i'm a horrible judge of actual measurements.
T: Just keep 'em coming
T: I don't wanna stop... um... doing what I'm doing
me: ok
T: You like having me this worked up, don't you?
me: of course
me:
[00:01] me: i kiss his neck as his fingers travel under my panties...
[00:01] me: get this...he asks if he can play with my pussy before he does.
[00:01] me: i moan..."please..."
[00:01] R: Mmm...
[00:02] R: I want you.
[00:02] R: Seriously, right now.
[00:02] R: Hehe.
[00:02] me: come and get me.
[00:02] me: i feel a finger slip inside about an inch and we both moan at the same time. me from the sensation and him from the realization of my wetness.
[00:03] me: "you're already wet for me, baby" "see what sucking your cock does to me?"
[00:04] me: did i mention that he's been rubbing his cock on my leg this whole time.
[00:04] me: i run my nails down his back as he begins to play with my ass. such a naughty boy. i told him so.
[00:05] me: he then plunges his fingers deep in my pussy as i moan and grab his cock.
[00:06] me: he kisses me deeply and flips me over and spreads my legs.
[00:06] me: i removed my bra at some point during all of that.
[00:07] me: he begins to rub his cock along my still panty-clad but soaking wet pussy, acting like he was going to fuck me.
[00:08] me: i tell him i want him inside me. he asks if i have any large condoms. (seriously, he's one of those that really needs the magnum ones, lol). i told him that i didn't cause no one else i know is up to his standards. he laughed.
[00:08] me: i pointed to the ones i had.
[00:09] me: he wasn't done teasing me though.
T: Making me wanna fuck you
me: heh
me:
[00:10] me: he removed my panties and then slid up and straddled my chest. his cock was right in front of me, but at a bad angle for sucking, so i licked what i could. his hands reached behind him and began playing with my pussy again...by now i'm really wet.
[00:11] me: he slides two fingers inside as i'm moaning with the tip of his cock in my mouth.
[00:12] me: i feel his chest with my fingertips as his fingertips drive me wild. "ah, there's your clit..."
[00:13] me: "don't act like....you...didn't know...it was there...the whole time." i said as i was nearing orgasm.
[00:14] me: i grabbed his cock tighter and tighter as i got closer and closer...finally i came all over his fingers.
[00:14] me: by this point i really wanted him inside. he reached for a condom and slipped one on as i played with his balls.
[00:14] R: Wow....
[00:16] me: yes?
[00:17] R: It is dangerous to be this turned on.
[00:18] me: haha
[00:18] me: i'm almost done
[00:18] R: I wish I could talk more. Just know I'm sitting here constantly flipping back to this screen with a hard on.
[00:18] me: i know
[00:18] me: you're fine, lol
[00:18] me: anyway...
T: Fuck... don't stop
me:
[00:19] me: he parts my legs wide and teases my slit with the head of his cock.
[00:20] me: when he slides inside, i think he might have been surprised by my wetness and how easily he slid in. i think he's used to having to work up to getting himself inside a woman. alas, not me.
[00:20] me: he stays upright and begins fucking me slowly, propping up my hips a bit...he felt so good inside.
[00:21] me: i adjusted myself a bit so he could come in deeper from a horizontal angle and it felt amazing.
[00:21] R: Mmm....
[00:22] me: he then leaned over me and i pulled my knees up and i could feel the head of his cock hitting my cervix back and forth. normally this would hurt but when you're that turned on, it's not bad.
[00:23] me: i adjusted a bit again and this time he was really hitting bottom but he was going too slowly so in between moans i yelled for him to really fuck me like i needed to be fucked.
[00:24] me: he really started going at it and i came really hard...squeezing his cock which sent him over the edge.
[00:25] me: i could feel him get just a little harder and fuck me just a little faster right before he came. he all but collapsed on top of me as i was breathing half conscious post orgasm comments like "damn, that's exactly what i needed", etc.
[00:26] me: i slipped into a bit of a joey voice and said "how you doin'?" "well, i came". "that would be the point".
[00:26] me: lol
[00:27] me: he rolled off of me and i handed him a tissue.
[00:27] me: we got comfy and cuddled a bit
[00:27] me: he said that was the shortest sexual encounter he'd ever had, and i apologized.
[00:27] me: he said, "no, you're just that good".
[00:28] me: :)
T: I'd like to find out for myself
T: Did R actually come and get you...?
me: nah
me: he lives too far away
me: and is stuck at work
T: ...but if he had... you'd have taken him?
me: well, here's the conversation that led up to me telling all of that:
me:
[22:26] R: I wish I could be with you right now.
[22:26] me: ditto
[22:45] me: i really want to feel your tongue right now.
[22:48] R: Mmm...
[22:50] me: i was watching a video of this girl screaming as this guy was going down on her...and it made me think of what you do to me...
[22:52] R: Hehehe...
[22:53] me: :)
[22:54] R: I do like the way you sound.
[22:54] R: I think about it a lot.
[22:54] R: Specifically how you were when I used that dildo on you.
[22:56] me: yeah...it probably feels so good because it's unrealistic...being fucked and sucked at the same time
[22:56] me: you've about mastered the concept
[23:18] R: Sorry, I was away.
[23:18] R: I wish I was more alone.
[23:18] me: hehe
[23:18] me: how long are you going to be there?
[23:19] R: All night.
[23:19] me: boo
[23:20] me: i mean good, cause i can chat with you and such since i'm home alone
[23:20] me: but that sucks that you can't be more...alone, as you say
[23:22] me: to this day, i do not understand tit fucking. does it do anything for you?
[23:24] R: Hm. I don't really either.
[23:24] R: It doesn't feel bad as a tease, but it's not really something I could get off on.
[23:25] R: And it's not something where I'm like, "Oh yeah baby, let me fuck your tits."
[23:25] me: haha, i know
[23:25] me: some people really like it though
[23:25] R: Yeah I've heard of that.
[23:25] me: i think it's more for visual effect than anything
[23:25] me: i hope, anyway
[23:25] R: Yeah.
[23:25] me: i'm hungry.
[23:25] R: I want to eat you.
[23:26] me: i'm naked and ready.
[23:27] R: Do you like teasing me?
[23:27] me: yes.
[23:27] me: do you like being teased?
[23:28] R: Mmhmm...
[23:29] me: well then, isn't this mutually beneficial... ;)
[23:29] me: lol
[23:29] R: I think so!
[23:29] me: sweet
[23:31] R: What would you have done if I was there around 7:00? [right after L left]
[23:32] me: sit on your face.
[23:40] me: i'd probably talk about my earlier encounter in the process, provided you wanted details
T: So, basically his fantasy
T: Were you actually naked?
me: yes
me: i never got dressed from my session with L
me: i threw on a robe for when we sat in my living room and smoked after
T: Heh... answer the door naked, and I'm there :P
me: but then it came right off when he left
me: i still haven't gotten dressed, although i put on some panties in an effort to save the sheets
T: I, uh... don't have to work until Wed. - though... not sure what that means, to you
T: You just that wet, or...?
me: yeah. condoms are a good thing.
me: well he's in town for a few more days...
T: So... you're saying...
T: ...I could have my fantasy of fucking 'my girl' after she just got fucked?
me: i meant, that i would probably be busy with him, lol
me: but you can take it however you wish
T: If I take it that way, I'm gonna be asking what day I can cum for you
me: see i dunno when he's leaving and he doesn't either. it's up to his brother as to when he wants his car back
me: i dunno what to tell you
T: That you do wanna fuck me, is a start
me: honey, i'm getting things from all angles these days
me: it's getting to be a bit of a juggle
T: So, you're enjoying yourself ;-)
T: Just imagine how eager I'd be to lay tongue to your still-swollen lips, suck you to screaming, and then just pump you like an oil tanker
me: that's romantic.
T: Not really, no
T: ...but it underscores just how bad I need it, I guess. And the enthusiasm level, in particular.
me: the only thing LESS romantic i've ever heard is when my friend said "i won't lie, i've thought about dumping my babies in your ass".
me: but when you consider the source...
T: Heh
T: I remember that one
me: yeah, i still wanna fuck that guy.
T: 'course... now I wanna run my tongue there, too
T: Jesus
me: what?
T: Nothing sane...
me: out with it
T: You just love my perverted side
T: Just a thought...
me: always
T: You and me... living together
T: Coming home...
T: ...finding you 'intimately engaged'
T: How hot, sweaty you'd be...
T: ...how long into the night, once I shooed your visitor away, that dinner would be postponed, while I took your amazing sexuality to bed myself
T: The ultimate workout
T: I'd be thin in 2 weeks
me: ha
me: yeah, fucking is about the only exercise i get
me: guess i'm not getting enough
me: i did win a membership to the gym though
me: i guess i should start going
T: ...or date me :P You'll be free to 'work out' all you wish, and it'd only make me hotter for you... benefits, all over
T: True or false: you've considered what that'd be like... and thought that maybe that'd be kinda fun to try
T: Kinda... as in, 'a lot' :P
me: i always wonder about how people fuck.
T: Well... you'd have my (subtle, unspoken) permission to find out
me: i think it'd be fun to turn you into my slave for a day
me: i think you'd listen
T: Elucidate
T: Couple of examples of what you'd do to me... or make me do for you
me: i think you could use a good spanking
me: i think i'd like to make you watch...
me: watch me shower, watch me masturbate, watch me fuck.
T: Tie me down, first?
me: did i mention your hands are behind your back? a collar might be good.
T: Afterwards... well....
T: I have a new fetish I'd wanna explore - but you'd deny me, so... it's OK
me: hide you somewhere so you can watch but not join in as i fuck someone senseless, and then as soon as they're gone, order you to clean my pussy with your tongue
me: what fetish is this?
T: Fuck you like crazy... but, you'd need an oral contraceptive - unleash my hot load into your wet pussy... then, after you tongue-tease me back to life while I return the favor...
T: ...use my own cream as a lubricant... to take you again
T: Feel you slick... warm... freshly-fucked - just...
T: Sounds so yummy
me: you want to fuck me and cum inside me and then fuck me again.
me: this is not new.
T: Messy...
me: eh, can be.
T: Eh... several rounds, several targets... just skip the shower
T: I wanna be coated in sex :-)
T: Told you... so many things I wanna try, that I've never thought I'd find women to let me explore with
me: makes sense, since you've seemed to magnetically repel it for so long.
T: What - semen?
T: Ah... sex
T: Got it
me: lol
me: i think the term they use for such a thing is "creampie"
T: When a woman wants you so bad, she doesn't care that she still has your cum smeared on her tits when she remounts you... that's just lustful non-inhibition
T: My women have only been vanilla - showering or cleaning up after sex, typically no bodily cum shots... never a 'creampie' - if you will
T: Never forceful in taking it from me...
me: so sad
T: Always making me work so hard to get it - then being, compared to all I've seen/and or heard... lackluster :-(
me: gross
T: Good women - just... not free, very restrained... or at least, unskilled
me: i think people should take sex lessons. kinda like dance lessons.
T: You, obviously, are none of that... is it any wonder I've been willing to fuck you for so long?
me: willing? try begging
T: Heh
T: Complaining?
me: that's where the idea of making you my slave came from
T: How high on a 10 scale does this fantasy have a chance of becoming reality - were it in your power?
me: i dunno
T: My guess is around a 6, at least... though 7 or 8 would be when you're more horny
me: kinda difficult to do in my little apt.
T: ...but you definitely would try ;-)
T: You want me to drool
T: You want it... badly :">
me: it's just been built up too much.
This conversation went on for a while, but was no longer sexy. I love how I can fuck someone and then tease someone with that story, and then tease someone else with that tease. Who knew that you could multitask with sexual experiences?
me: how are you?
T: Usual
me: hehe
me: tired and horny?
T: Yeah... you should be my girlfriend. Can already read me. At distance, mind you.
me: it's not difficult
me: i'm working on a little tease for you
me: hold on
T: Uh-oh...
T: What kind of tease?
me: i recounted my sexual exploits of this afternoon to R earlier. so i shall show you the transcript of our conversation.
me: interested?
T: Probably as close to sex as I'm gonna get with you for a while
T: Damn straight I wanna see it
me: lol
me:
[23:43] R: I do want details.
[23:45] me: well when he arrived, my friends were still here. as soon as they left the room...he kissed me and moved my hand to his cock. "see, i'm hard for you already"
[23:46] me: he doesn't believe in underwear, so it was quite apparent.
[23:46] me: i said that my friends would probably leave in a bit, and they did.
[23:47] me: L got up to take out the movie that had just finished...and i asked what he was doing... he said he had no idea and stood up and kissed me deeply in the middle of the living room...his hands traveling to my ass.
[23:48] me: i could feel his hardness pressed against my stomach. (he's really tall and a stick)
[23:48] R: Hmm. :P
[23:49] me: he said something about he's really been wanting me and was glad he was able to visit...in between kissing my neck. i told him he had a one track mind.
[23:50] me: he asked if we should get more comfortable...and i said that my bed is really comfy and that he should check it out
[23:50] me: he sunk into it and was impressed...i mentioned that it's not good for certain sexual positions as he removed his shirt.
[23:51] me: "like what?" "like me being on top. can't get the right leverage." as he's unbuttoning his pants....
[23:51] me: "oh." "mmm...i almost forgot how big you are. almost."
[23:52] me: i teased the head of his cock with my tongue. "oh, damn..."
[23:53] me: his pants came off and he's completely naked, and i'm still totally clothed, so i take off my sweater, leaving my bra on. he feels my tits as i start to suck his cock.
me: shall i wait for your commentary, or just post it all and wait until the end?
T: Heh... up to you
me: i like comments.
me: let me know when you want a new section.
T: Probably... I'll make a reference with each comment, so you know whereof I speak
me: :)
T: BTW... this was L?
T: Next
me: yes
T: How long is the guy?
me:
[23:54] me: he moans some more and goes on about my cock sucking skills. he loves what i do to him. i pause for a moment to change the lighting and to remove my pants.
[23:54] R: People need to go away. lol
[23:54] R: This is hot.
[23:54] me: haha
[23:54] me: you like?
[23:55] R: Mmhmmm...
[23:55] me: hehe
[23:57] me: as i come back into the bed, we lie back and make out, hands all over each other, his cock pressing into my leg. hot.
[23:57] me: as i go back to sucking his cock, i muse "you can't tell me that you find a girl in cali to do this for you". "none as good as you".
[23:59] R: That's probably the truth.
[00:00] me: he loves to moan as he gently holds my head in place above his cock. he's way too big to take in fully as i still have my damned gag reflex, but he doesn't seem to mind as my hands make up for what my mouth can't.
[00:00] me: ha
[00:00] me: he pulls my head up to kiss him bring me close as his hands travel to my ass
me: i just texted you a pic of his cock.
me: i'd say at least 8...maybe larger. i'm a horrible judge of actual measurements.
T: Just keep 'em coming
T: I don't wanna stop... um... doing what I'm doing
me: ok
T: You like having me this worked up, don't you?
me: of course
me:
[00:01] me: i kiss his neck as his fingers travel under my panties...
[00:01] me: get this...he asks if he can play with my pussy before he does.
[00:01] me: i moan..."please..."
[00:01] R: Mmm...
[00:02] R: I want you.
[00:02] R: Seriously, right now.
[00:02] R: Hehe.
[00:02] me: come and get me.
[00:02] me: i feel a finger slip inside about an inch and we both moan at the same time. me from the sensation and him from the realization of my wetness.
[00:03] me: "you're already wet for me, baby" "see what sucking your cock does to me?"
[00:04] me: did i mention that he's been rubbing his cock on my leg this whole time.
[00:04] me: i run my nails down his back as he begins to play with my ass. such a naughty boy. i told him so.
[00:05] me: he then plunges his fingers deep in my pussy as i moan and grab his cock.
[00:06] me: he kisses me deeply and flips me over and spreads my legs.
[00:06] me: i removed my bra at some point during all of that.
[00:07] me: he begins to rub his cock along my still panty-clad but soaking wet pussy, acting like he was going to fuck me.
[00:08] me: i tell him i want him inside me. he asks if i have any large condoms. (seriously, he's one of those that really needs the magnum ones, lol). i told him that i didn't cause no one else i know is up to his standards. he laughed.
[00:08] me: i pointed to the ones i had.
[00:09] me: he wasn't done teasing me though.
T: Making me wanna fuck you
me: heh
me:
[00:10] me: he removed my panties and then slid up and straddled my chest. his cock was right in front of me, but at a bad angle for sucking, so i licked what i could. his hands reached behind him and began playing with my pussy again...by now i'm really wet.
[00:11] me: he slides two fingers inside as i'm moaning with the tip of his cock in my mouth.
[00:12] me: i feel his chest with my fingertips as his fingertips drive me wild. "ah, there's your clit..."
[00:13] me: "don't act like....you...didn't know...it was there...the whole time." i said as i was nearing orgasm.
[00:14] me: i grabbed his cock tighter and tighter as i got closer and closer...finally i came all over his fingers.
[00:14] me: by this point i really wanted him inside. he reached for a condom and slipped one on as i played with his balls.
[00:14] R: Wow....
[00:16] me: yes?
[00:17] R: It is dangerous to be this turned on.
[00:18] me: haha
[00:18] me: i'm almost done
[00:18] R: I wish I could talk more. Just know I'm sitting here constantly flipping back to this screen with a hard on.
[00:18] me: i know
[00:18] me: you're fine, lol
[00:18] me: anyway...
T: Fuck... don't stop
me:
[00:19] me: he parts my legs wide and teases my slit with the head of his cock.
[00:20] me: when he slides inside, i think he might have been surprised by my wetness and how easily he slid in. i think he's used to having to work up to getting himself inside a woman. alas, not me.
[00:20] me: he stays upright and begins fucking me slowly, propping up my hips a bit...he felt so good inside.
[00:21] me: i adjusted myself a bit so he could come in deeper from a horizontal angle and it felt amazing.
[00:21] R: Mmm....
[00:22] me: he then leaned over me and i pulled my knees up and i could feel the head of his cock hitting my cervix back and forth. normally this would hurt but when you're that turned on, it's not bad.
[00:23] me: i adjusted a bit again and this time he was really hitting bottom but he was going too slowly so in between moans i yelled for him to really fuck me like i needed to be fucked.
[00:24] me: he really started going at it and i came really hard...squeezing his cock which sent him over the edge.
[00:25] me: i could feel him get just a little harder and fuck me just a little faster right before he came. he all but collapsed on top of me as i was breathing half conscious post orgasm comments like "damn, that's exactly what i needed", etc.
[00:26] me: i slipped into a bit of a joey voice and said "how you doin'?" "well, i came". "that would be the point".
[00:26] me: lol
[00:27] me: he rolled off of me and i handed him a tissue.
[00:27] me: we got comfy and cuddled a bit
[00:27] me: he said that was the shortest sexual encounter he'd ever had, and i apologized.
[00:27] me: he said, "no, you're just that good".
[00:28] me: :)
T: I'd like to find out for myself
T: Did R actually come and get you...?
me: nah
me: he lives too far away
me: and is stuck at work
T: ...but if he had... you'd have taken him?
me: well, here's the conversation that led up to me telling all of that:
me:
[22:26] R: I wish I could be with you right now.
[22:26] me: ditto
[22:45] me: i really want to feel your tongue right now.
[22:48] R: Mmm...
[22:50] me: i was watching a video of this girl screaming as this guy was going down on her...and it made me think of what you do to me...
[22:52] R: Hehehe...
[22:53] me: :)
[22:54] R: I do like the way you sound.
[22:54] R: I think about it a lot.
[22:54] R: Specifically how you were when I used that dildo on you.
[22:56] me: yeah...it probably feels so good because it's unrealistic...being fucked and sucked at the same time
[22:56] me: you've about mastered the concept
[23:18] R: Sorry, I was away.
[23:18] R: I wish I was more alone.
[23:18] me: hehe
[23:18] me: how long are you going to be there?
[23:19] R: All night.
[23:19] me: boo
[23:20] me: i mean good, cause i can chat with you and such since i'm home alone
[23:20] me: but that sucks that you can't be more...alone, as you say
[23:22] me: to this day, i do not understand tit fucking. does it do anything for you?
[23:24] R: Hm. I don't really either.
[23:24] R: It doesn't feel bad as a tease, but it's not really something I could get off on.
[23:25] R: And it's not something where I'm like, "Oh yeah baby, let me fuck your tits."
[23:25] me: haha, i know
[23:25] me: some people really like it though
[23:25] R: Yeah I've heard of that.
[23:25] me: i think it's more for visual effect than anything
[23:25] me: i hope, anyway
[23:25] R: Yeah.
[23:25] me: i'm hungry.
[23:25] R: I want to eat you.
[23:26] me: i'm naked and ready.
[23:27] R: Do you like teasing me?
[23:27] me: yes.
[23:27] me: do you like being teased?
[23:28] R: Mmhmm...
[23:29] me: well then, isn't this mutually beneficial... ;)
[23:29] me: lol
[23:29] R: I think so!
[23:29] me: sweet
[23:31] R: What would you have done if I was there around 7:00? [right after L left]
[23:32] me: sit on your face.
[23:40] me: i'd probably talk about my earlier encounter in the process, provided you wanted details
T: So, basically his fantasy
T: Were you actually naked?
me: yes
me: i never got dressed from my session with L
me: i threw on a robe for when we sat in my living room and smoked after
T: Heh... answer the door naked, and I'm there :P
me: but then it came right off when he left
me: i still haven't gotten dressed, although i put on some panties in an effort to save the sheets
T: I, uh... don't have to work until Wed. - though... not sure what that means, to you
T: You just that wet, or...?
me: yeah. condoms are a good thing.
me: well he's in town for a few more days...
T: So... you're saying...
T: ...I could have my fantasy of fucking 'my girl' after she just got fucked?
me: i meant, that i would probably be busy with him, lol
me: but you can take it however you wish
T: If I take it that way, I'm gonna be asking what day I can cum for you
me: see i dunno when he's leaving and he doesn't either. it's up to his brother as to when he wants his car back
me: i dunno what to tell you
T: That you do wanna fuck me, is a start
me: honey, i'm getting things from all angles these days
me: it's getting to be a bit of a juggle
T: So, you're enjoying yourself ;-)
T: Just imagine how eager I'd be to lay tongue to your still-swollen lips, suck you to screaming, and then just pump you like an oil tanker
me: that's romantic.
T: Not really, no
T: ...but it underscores just how bad I need it, I guess. And the enthusiasm level, in particular.
me: the only thing LESS romantic i've ever heard is when my friend said "i won't lie, i've thought about dumping my babies in your ass".
me: but when you consider the source...
T: Heh
T: I remember that one
me: yeah, i still wanna fuck that guy.
T: 'course... now I wanna run my tongue there, too
T: Jesus
me: what?
T: Nothing sane...
me: out with it
T: You just love my perverted side
T: Just a thought...
me: always
T: You and me... living together
T: Coming home...
T: ...finding you 'intimately engaged'
T: How hot, sweaty you'd be...
T: ...how long into the night, once I shooed your visitor away, that dinner would be postponed, while I took your amazing sexuality to bed myself
T: The ultimate workout
T: I'd be thin in 2 weeks
me: ha
me: yeah, fucking is about the only exercise i get
me: guess i'm not getting enough
me: i did win a membership to the gym though
me: i guess i should start going
T: ...or date me :P You'll be free to 'work out' all you wish, and it'd only make me hotter for you... benefits, all over
T: True or false: you've considered what that'd be like... and thought that maybe that'd be kinda fun to try
T: Kinda... as in, 'a lot' :P
me: i always wonder about how people fuck.
T: Well... you'd have my (subtle, unspoken) permission to find out
me: i think it'd be fun to turn you into my slave for a day
me: i think you'd listen
T: Elucidate
T: Couple of examples of what you'd do to me... or make me do for you
me: i think you could use a good spanking
me: i think i'd like to make you watch...
me: watch me shower, watch me masturbate, watch me fuck.
T: Tie me down, first?
me: did i mention your hands are behind your back? a collar might be good.
T: Afterwards... well....
T: I have a new fetish I'd wanna explore - but you'd deny me, so... it's OK
me: hide you somewhere so you can watch but not join in as i fuck someone senseless, and then as soon as they're gone, order you to clean my pussy with your tongue
me: what fetish is this?
T: Fuck you like crazy... but, you'd need an oral contraceptive - unleash my hot load into your wet pussy... then, after you tongue-tease me back to life while I return the favor...
T: ...use my own cream as a lubricant... to take you again
T: Feel you slick... warm... freshly-fucked - just...
T: Sounds so yummy
me: you want to fuck me and cum inside me and then fuck me again.
me: this is not new.
T: Messy...
me: eh, can be.
T: Eh... several rounds, several targets... just skip the shower
T: I wanna be coated in sex :-)
T: Told you... so many things I wanna try, that I've never thought I'd find women to let me explore with
me: makes sense, since you've seemed to magnetically repel it for so long.
T: What - semen?
T: Ah... sex
T: Got it
me: lol
me: i think the term they use for such a thing is "creampie"
T: When a woman wants you so bad, she doesn't care that she still has your cum smeared on her tits when she remounts you... that's just lustful non-inhibition
T: My women have only been vanilla - showering or cleaning up after sex, typically no bodily cum shots... never a 'creampie' - if you will
T: Never forceful in taking it from me...
me: so sad
T: Always making me work so hard to get it - then being, compared to all I've seen/and or heard... lackluster :-(
me: gross
T: Good women - just... not free, very restrained... or at least, unskilled
me: i think people should take sex lessons. kinda like dance lessons.
T: You, obviously, are none of that... is it any wonder I've been willing to fuck you for so long?
me: willing? try begging
T: Heh
T: Complaining?
me: that's where the idea of making you my slave came from
T: How high on a 10 scale does this fantasy have a chance of becoming reality - were it in your power?
me: i dunno
T: My guess is around a 6, at least... though 7 or 8 would be when you're more horny
me: kinda difficult to do in my little apt.
T: ...but you definitely would try ;-)
T: You want me to drool
T: You want it... badly :">
me: it's just been built up too much.
This conversation went on for a while, but was no longer sexy. I love how I can fuck someone and then tease someone with that story, and then tease someone else with that tease. Who knew that you could multitask with sexual experiences?
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Sugasm #122
The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #123? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.
This Week’s Picks
Sex and love; anger and appeasement
“And in some way, the love I had for him will never be extinguished entirely.”
The Tetrised Luggage
“Our thighs are touching and I can feel him inch forward in his seat.”
You never know who we are
“People tend to have an idea of who can/does talk about sex.”
Mr. Sugasm Himself (one from the vaults)
The Media vs. Pornography
Editor’s Choice
Red Assed Mouthsoaping for His Lies
See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.
(Sugasm participants should re-post all the links above within a week. The following links may be excluded as long as you include all the above links.)
BDSM & Fetish
The Best $1.50 I Ever Spent
A Big Hole in Her Crotch
If only he was naughty more often…
“Is it Any Wonder?”
More Cock Worship
Pavlovian Training of a Submissive Phone Sex Slut
Sex News, Reviews & Interviews
Blog Anniversary Contest
Braces and Medical Fetish Movies From Beauty And Braces
Getting to the Bottom of DickHats.com
Plastic Bag Suffocation And Forced Orgasms On Hogtied
Shot at Home’s 100% Authentic, Homemade, Amateur Video
Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Audacia Ray Returns!
Defending the sex-positve element of Feminist Carnival #53
Nora Roberts Doesn’t Write Porn!
Robot Love
Some thoughts as I navigate through the waters of non-monogamy
Sperm Donor
Sex Work
Thoughts On Dominating; My Dos & Don’ts
Erotic Writing and Experiences
Amber’s Wedding Day Confession (Continued)
The best leopard print lingerie ever
Found Out
Fucking girlfriend’s brother
HNT - Caught pt 2
‘Ho, me?
Hot Screeching Excerpt - Things That Go Hump In The Night
How to perfectly ruin your panties
Masturbatory Thoughts
Mental Infidelities - The Voyeur
My New York Indiscretion: Part Two
Night Swimming
The Week In Sex: Wednesday Night
You Shouldn’t Rub The Lamp…
NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
Apple HNT
Catalina loves Rollo
Erotic Photoshoot
Faye Valentine in tight blue sweater
The first blowjob porn film I ever made
Hottie Jordan
Submissive?
I typically have been a rather dominant person in bed. I'm not talking whips and chains or anything (usually!) but I've always known what I've wanted in the bedroom. Also, I've been with too many people that are either inexperienced or timid (or both), so I've had to be in control or nothing was going to happen, or at least nothing that I was going to find satisfactory.
However, over the last year or so, I've really been craving to be with someone that I would trust enough to take the control from me, but for them to know me well enough that I would still be pleasured in the ways that I crave. I got a taste of this with A...which made it so difficult to let him go. There were a few times that he would fuck me from behind, nearly putting his whole weight on me as he plowed inside (which wasn't much, he was maybe 5'2", but still), and just as I was about to cum he would stop. Freeze his entire body, for about maybe 30 seconds (it felt like an eternity) and then he would slam deeply into me, hitting bottom, and rotate his hips a bit so as to grind the orgasm out of me. It was so intense I'll never forget it. However, A's real desire was to be dominated...he had a former lover that used to lead him around the house by a leash around his balls. While I find tales of this arousing (I love BDSM erotica!), I find the practice of such impractical in my current way of life. Maybe someday...
I had discussed my fantasies of being taken advantage of and being spanked and told how naughty I was to my current lover, M, recently. We had phone sex regarding the subject at least three times, him telling me how he would walk into my apartment and just bend me over the nearest object. However, he was still caring about it...he said on more than one occasion that he hoped that I would have been thinking about such an encounter before he showed up, so that I would already be wet enough for him to sink his cock into me, as he didn't want to hurt me. I found this sweet but also silly, as he clearly has no idea how easily he turns me on. Whenever I'm near him, and a lot of times when I'm not, I'm already thinking about his cock inside me, a thought that always leads to wet panties.
Anyway, after discussing this on multiple occasions, it still never happened. We would end up in the bedroom as usual after dinner, and the sex would be amazing in it's own right, but he never took the role I so desparately wanted. Until Friday night.
We went out to dinner as per usual. Neither of us were terribly thrilled with our meals, and I could tell throughout the evening that something was bothering him, and in predictable female fashion, I was trying to get him to talk to me about about it, and in typical male fashion, he expertly avoided it. When we got back to my apartment, he held me close and kissed me, and we started to almost dance to no music in my living room, rocking back and forth. I so love to be close to him. He finally started to talk a bit about what had been bothering him, and I asked if he wanted to go cuddle in my bed and talk about it for a while. I figured that he could get whatever he needed to off of his chest and then we could make love. Not to be.
He walked in my room behind me and shut the door. He grabbed my hand and pushed me against the back of the door using his full weight and kissed me deeply, passionately, his hands tracing my curves down to my ass. I was taken aback...I thought we were going to have a deep conversation...but when he began to rub my pussy through my jeans, I thought "Finally! He's going to take advantage of me!" and I put myself in a mindset to go along for the ride. I moaned into his mouth as I felt his hardness pressing against my thigh, his fingers pressing deeper into me. I had to almost gasp for air when his lips moved to my neck and his hands moved to undo my jeans and remove them. He wasted no time and took off my panties too in the same movement. His fingers found my wetness... It was all a flourish of kissing and touching but before I knew it his clothes were off too and he took off my shirt and bra and his cock was pressing between my folds. I lifted up one leg and wrapped it around him and felt him slide inside. I was in heaven at being taken like that, but the angle just wasn't right for him to get in deep and we both knew it, so he spun me around and pressed me face first into the door. He slapped my ass and shoved his cock inside me and held it there, then began fucking...my breasts were flattened against the door but I didn't care, all I needed was his cock. I reached down to play with my clit but his fingers replaced mine and I came quickly.
The bed was not far away, so he wrapped his arm around my midsection and put me face down over the edge of the bed. I moved to get on all fours but he pushed me back down and said to keep my feet on the floor. I spread my legs slightly and he entered me again, this time fully and fucked me at a leisurely pace for a little while and then sped up as my moaning increased until I came again. Then he wanted me up on all fours, so I obliged. He started fucking me again from behind, deeply, while still standing on the floor, but then got up on the bed with me and spanked me a few times which only made me wetter. Then out of nowhere he lined himself up and fucked me harder and faster than I think I've ever been fucked. I looked over my shoulder and saw how fast his body was moving and I was amazed. I couldn't believe being fucked so deeply and with such force could feel so incredible. He even pulled my hair so as to get more leverage...it made me feel so dirty. After I came repeatedly, he released me and I fell face first flat onto the bed. After such an intense fucking, I thought he stopped because he had cum inside me, but when I reached down to feel inside myself, I only found my own juices.
In my post-orgasm stupor, it was surprising to feel the sting of his hand as it came crashing down on my ass. He didn't even have to say it, I knew it was for touching myself so soon after being ravaged by his cock. He spread my legs and propped up my ass a bit for him. His tongue expertly dove for my clit, sending me over the edge again nearly instantly...I love it when he explores me with his tongue. Then he began to spank me repeatedly. It was erratic...no rhythm, so I couldn't anticipate it, which made it even better. He told me I was his dirty girl. He asked if I liked being such a slut and told him I LOVED being HIS slut. With all the dirty talk and the assault on my tender ass, I was dripping wet yet again for him.
The depths of my cunt had yet to begin to recover from such a deep fucking when he penetrated me with two fingers and magnetically found my g-spot and began to massage it frantically. I was spread eagle on the bed, clawing at the sheets so much that I ripped them off the bed, screaming and moaning and howling and making noises I never knew were possible. I thought he would stop after I came a few times but he just kept going, altering his movements and pressure slightly, occasionally toying with my clit or rosebud. I think he may have even spanked me a few more times. It was such a flourish of intense feelings in my core that I couldn't even say how many times I came, but my best guess would be five or six. He then withdrew his fingers as quickly as they entered me and I was left panting heavily, drenched in sweat. I had to roll over because I couldn't breathe.
As I lay there catching my breath, I looked over at M. He was leaning sexily, half propped up on his elbow, half leaning against the wall. He had a bit of a smile on his face, and his cock was still jutting away from his body, rock hard. Despite my exhaustion, I willed myself to move around until I could lower my mouth onto his cock. It was difficult to try to suck his cock and continue to catch my breath at the same time, so when I took my mouth away from him for a moment to inhale, he made a quick move and flipped me over so I was sideways on the bed and drove his cock into me again. I was so sensitive from all of his previous attention that I couldn't believe that it didn't hurt, yet his pistoning cock kept expertly extracting orgasms from me. I thought this would be it...I just *knew* that he took me so quickly because he needed to cum deep inside me. After all, he had waited such a long time. But after I came a few times, screaming and clawing at his back, my hips bucking up to rub my clit against his body and my legs clamping down around him, holding him deep inside, he surprisingly climbed off of me without having filled me with his cum. By this time, the room had magically become about 15 degrees warmer, and without even me asking, he turned on the fan on my desk and pointed it in my direction. I was so completely out of it that I just closed my eyes and basked in the cool air passing over me.
When I opened my eyes, I noticed that M had resumed his earlier leaning position, but I was close enough this time to be able to reach for his cock. I noticed it was still sticky from my juices, which just begged for me to taste him. I began to lick his cock like an ice cream cone...long, slow licks, savoring the taste of myself on his cock. I told him that I loved it when his cock tasted like my pussy. I began to stroke the tip of his cock which was now rather moist from my saliva as my tongue worked to clean my juices from the base of his cock, licking his balls in turn as well. He began to moan a little, and then moreso when I came up and took him into my mouth and began slowly sucking. I rested the side of my head on his stomach and began a slow rhythm of moving my mouth over his cock. My right hand felt his chest and concentrated on his nipples as my left hand gently massaged him right underneath his balls. I got a little brave and moved the fingers of my left hand lower, slowly, until I reached his ass, all the while steadily increasing the rhythm and pressure of my mouth sucking his cock. This was territory that I had not yet explored with M, but had been wanting to. I was encouraged by how he spread his legs wider for me to gain easier access to his asshole. I got up on my knees and began stroking his cock as I sucked him deep and hard, my tongue swabbing the head of his cock repeatedly as my fingers toyed with his anus. I cursed the fact that the lube was so far away, as I wanted to slip a finger inside but I didn't want to hurt him.
He must have been lost in the sensations for a while, but eventually he said, "Don't you remember what I told you?", with an edge in his voice. I looked up at him, still stroking his cock, and answered "Hmm?" All of my senses were so immersed in everything that had happened so far that my brain was not functioning properly, and suddenly I feared that there was some task he wanted me to perform on him, but it just wasn't coming to me. He muttered, "Clearly, you've forgotten..." as he maneuvered himself to be upside down underneath me so that he could tease my pussy with his tongue as I sucked him. I sighed. In a recent phone sex conversation, he had said that if I am to suck his cock than he is to eat my pussy at the same time. He really likes 69ing, and while I like the concept, I find myself either concentrating on what I'm doing or what's being done to me, I find it difficult to do both simultaneously. However, this time it wasn't such an issue...I had already cum so many times that I was really more interested in sucking his cock. I did cum once in his mouth, but I found that if I concentrated on licking and sucking just the head of his cock that he would get so distracted and stop licking me altogether. I alternated this move with sucking him in deeply, and while I considered bringing him to climax this way, I knew he preferred to cum inside me.
After a while I stopped and leaned down to kiss him upside down. I then laid down in the bed right-ways this time, and I thought he would take a breather, but he was on top of me in an instant. Breaking the character a bit, he asked what I wanted. I deferred to him, but he asked again, so I told him that I wanted him to fuck me hard until he was about to cum, and then cum all over me. This was something else we hadn't yet tried, so his response was "Really?", and as soon as I nodded he was fucking me intensely...I couldn't believe my pussy could take it. I waited anxiously to be covered in his cum. In a mutual masturbation session at his place, I learned how far he can shoot when he hit me square in the eye, so I couldn't wait to see how much he could cum after being built up for so long. I had a small orgasm before he said "You ready?" and next thing I knew he pulled out and there was cum everywhere. I think he began to cum when he was still in my pussy, because there was a bit inside me and a lot of it pooled where my legs meet my body, but it definitely shot up and covered my stomach and my right breast. I felt so naughty being covered in his cum...I was definitely his slut that night. I rubbed the sticky white mess into my skin...I wanted to smell like him, to feel him on me all night. I found a little pool of it in my navel and spread it around...it was so naughty! He laid down next to me and I tried to express how incredible the night had been, but we were both so exhausted that we passed out in each others' arms almost immediately.
While this experience did not leave me being completely submissive, it definitely made me realize that I have found a lover that knows my body in ways that others could only have dreamed of, and that I can put my pleasure in his hands (and mouth, and cock, etc.) and still be intensely satisfied. This just opens whole new ways for us to pleasure each other...
However, over the last year or so, I've really been craving to be with someone that I would trust enough to take the control from me, but for them to know me well enough that I would still be pleasured in the ways that I crave. I got a taste of this with A...which made it so difficult to let him go. There were a few times that he would fuck me from behind, nearly putting his whole weight on me as he plowed inside (which wasn't much, he was maybe 5'2", but still), and just as I was about to cum he would stop. Freeze his entire body, for about maybe 30 seconds (it felt like an eternity) and then he would slam deeply into me, hitting bottom, and rotate his hips a bit so as to grind the orgasm out of me. It was so intense I'll never forget it. However, A's real desire was to be dominated...he had a former lover that used to lead him around the house by a leash around his balls. While I find tales of this arousing (I love BDSM erotica!), I find the practice of such impractical in my current way of life. Maybe someday...
I had discussed my fantasies of being taken advantage of and being spanked and told how naughty I was to my current lover, M, recently. We had phone sex regarding the subject at least three times, him telling me how he would walk into my apartment and just bend me over the nearest object. However, he was still caring about it...he said on more than one occasion that he hoped that I would have been thinking about such an encounter before he showed up, so that I would already be wet enough for him to sink his cock into me, as he didn't want to hurt me. I found this sweet but also silly, as he clearly has no idea how easily he turns me on. Whenever I'm near him, and a lot of times when I'm not, I'm already thinking about his cock inside me, a thought that always leads to wet panties.
Anyway, after discussing this on multiple occasions, it still never happened. We would end up in the bedroom as usual after dinner, and the sex would be amazing in it's own right, but he never took the role I so desparately wanted. Until Friday night.
We went out to dinner as per usual. Neither of us were terribly thrilled with our meals, and I could tell throughout the evening that something was bothering him, and in predictable female fashion, I was trying to get him to talk to me about about it, and in typical male fashion, he expertly avoided it. When we got back to my apartment, he held me close and kissed me, and we started to almost dance to no music in my living room, rocking back and forth. I so love to be close to him. He finally started to talk a bit about what had been bothering him, and I asked if he wanted to go cuddle in my bed and talk about it for a while. I figured that he could get whatever he needed to off of his chest and then we could make love. Not to be.
He walked in my room behind me and shut the door. He grabbed my hand and pushed me against the back of the door using his full weight and kissed me deeply, passionately, his hands tracing my curves down to my ass. I was taken aback...I thought we were going to have a deep conversation...but when he began to rub my pussy through my jeans, I thought "Finally! He's going to take advantage of me!" and I put myself in a mindset to go along for the ride. I moaned into his mouth as I felt his hardness pressing against my thigh, his fingers pressing deeper into me. I had to almost gasp for air when his lips moved to my neck and his hands moved to undo my jeans and remove them. He wasted no time and took off my panties too in the same movement. His fingers found my wetness... It was all a flourish of kissing and touching but before I knew it his clothes were off too and he took off my shirt and bra and his cock was pressing between my folds. I lifted up one leg and wrapped it around him and felt him slide inside. I was in heaven at being taken like that, but the angle just wasn't right for him to get in deep and we both knew it, so he spun me around and pressed me face first into the door. He slapped my ass and shoved his cock inside me and held it there, then began fucking...my breasts were flattened against the door but I didn't care, all I needed was his cock. I reached down to play with my clit but his fingers replaced mine and I came quickly.
The bed was not far away, so he wrapped his arm around my midsection and put me face down over the edge of the bed. I moved to get on all fours but he pushed me back down and said to keep my feet on the floor. I spread my legs slightly and he entered me again, this time fully and fucked me at a leisurely pace for a little while and then sped up as my moaning increased until I came again. Then he wanted me up on all fours, so I obliged. He started fucking me again from behind, deeply, while still standing on the floor, but then got up on the bed with me and spanked me a few times which only made me wetter. Then out of nowhere he lined himself up and fucked me harder and faster than I think I've ever been fucked. I looked over my shoulder and saw how fast his body was moving and I was amazed. I couldn't believe being fucked so deeply and with such force could feel so incredible. He even pulled my hair so as to get more leverage...it made me feel so dirty. After I came repeatedly, he released me and I fell face first flat onto the bed. After such an intense fucking, I thought he stopped because he had cum inside me, but when I reached down to feel inside myself, I only found my own juices.
In my post-orgasm stupor, it was surprising to feel the sting of his hand as it came crashing down on my ass. He didn't even have to say it, I knew it was for touching myself so soon after being ravaged by his cock. He spread my legs and propped up my ass a bit for him. His tongue expertly dove for my clit, sending me over the edge again nearly instantly...I love it when he explores me with his tongue. Then he began to spank me repeatedly. It was erratic...no rhythm, so I couldn't anticipate it, which made it even better. He told me I was his dirty girl. He asked if I liked being such a slut and told him I LOVED being HIS slut. With all the dirty talk and the assault on my tender ass, I was dripping wet yet again for him.
The depths of my cunt had yet to begin to recover from such a deep fucking when he penetrated me with two fingers and magnetically found my g-spot and began to massage it frantically. I was spread eagle on the bed, clawing at the sheets so much that I ripped them off the bed, screaming and moaning and howling and making noises I never knew were possible. I thought he would stop after I came a few times but he just kept going, altering his movements and pressure slightly, occasionally toying with my clit or rosebud. I think he may have even spanked me a few more times. It was such a flourish of intense feelings in my core that I couldn't even say how many times I came, but my best guess would be five or six. He then withdrew his fingers as quickly as they entered me and I was left panting heavily, drenched in sweat. I had to roll over because I couldn't breathe.
As I lay there catching my breath, I looked over at M. He was leaning sexily, half propped up on his elbow, half leaning against the wall. He had a bit of a smile on his face, and his cock was still jutting away from his body, rock hard. Despite my exhaustion, I willed myself to move around until I could lower my mouth onto his cock. It was difficult to try to suck his cock and continue to catch my breath at the same time, so when I took my mouth away from him for a moment to inhale, he made a quick move and flipped me over so I was sideways on the bed and drove his cock into me again. I was so sensitive from all of his previous attention that I couldn't believe that it didn't hurt, yet his pistoning cock kept expertly extracting orgasms from me. I thought this would be it...I just *knew* that he took me so quickly because he needed to cum deep inside me. After all, he had waited such a long time. But after I came a few times, screaming and clawing at his back, my hips bucking up to rub my clit against his body and my legs clamping down around him, holding him deep inside, he surprisingly climbed off of me without having filled me with his cum. By this time, the room had magically become about 15 degrees warmer, and without even me asking, he turned on the fan on my desk and pointed it in my direction. I was so completely out of it that I just closed my eyes and basked in the cool air passing over me.
When I opened my eyes, I noticed that M had resumed his earlier leaning position, but I was close enough this time to be able to reach for his cock. I noticed it was still sticky from my juices, which just begged for me to taste him. I began to lick his cock like an ice cream cone...long, slow licks, savoring the taste of myself on his cock. I told him that I loved it when his cock tasted like my pussy. I began to stroke the tip of his cock which was now rather moist from my saliva as my tongue worked to clean my juices from the base of his cock, licking his balls in turn as well. He began to moan a little, and then moreso when I came up and took him into my mouth and began slowly sucking. I rested the side of my head on his stomach and began a slow rhythm of moving my mouth over his cock. My right hand felt his chest and concentrated on his nipples as my left hand gently massaged him right underneath his balls. I got a little brave and moved the fingers of my left hand lower, slowly, until I reached his ass, all the while steadily increasing the rhythm and pressure of my mouth sucking his cock. This was territory that I had not yet explored with M, but had been wanting to. I was encouraged by how he spread his legs wider for me to gain easier access to his asshole. I got up on my knees and began stroking his cock as I sucked him deep and hard, my tongue swabbing the head of his cock repeatedly as my fingers toyed with his anus. I cursed the fact that the lube was so far away, as I wanted to slip a finger inside but I didn't want to hurt him.
He must have been lost in the sensations for a while, but eventually he said, "Don't you remember what I told you?", with an edge in his voice. I looked up at him, still stroking his cock, and answered "Hmm?" All of my senses were so immersed in everything that had happened so far that my brain was not functioning properly, and suddenly I feared that there was some task he wanted me to perform on him, but it just wasn't coming to me. He muttered, "Clearly, you've forgotten..." as he maneuvered himself to be upside down underneath me so that he could tease my pussy with his tongue as I sucked him. I sighed. In a recent phone sex conversation, he had said that if I am to suck his cock than he is to eat my pussy at the same time. He really likes 69ing, and while I like the concept, I find myself either concentrating on what I'm doing or what's being done to me, I find it difficult to do both simultaneously. However, this time it wasn't such an issue...I had already cum so many times that I was really more interested in sucking his cock. I did cum once in his mouth, but I found that if I concentrated on licking and sucking just the head of his cock that he would get so distracted and stop licking me altogether. I alternated this move with sucking him in deeply, and while I considered bringing him to climax this way, I knew he preferred to cum inside me.
After a while I stopped and leaned down to kiss him upside down. I then laid down in the bed right-ways this time, and I thought he would take a breather, but he was on top of me in an instant. Breaking the character a bit, he asked what I wanted. I deferred to him, but he asked again, so I told him that I wanted him to fuck me hard until he was about to cum, and then cum all over me. This was something else we hadn't yet tried, so his response was "Really?", and as soon as I nodded he was fucking me intensely...I couldn't believe my pussy could take it. I waited anxiously to be covered in his cum. In a mutual masturbation session at his place, I learned how far he can shoot when he hit me square in the eye, so I couldn't wait to see how much he could cum after being built up for so long. I had a small orgasm before he said "You ready?" and next thing I knew he pulled out and there was cum everywhere. I think he began to cum when he was still in my pussy, because there was a bit inside me and a lot of it pooled where my legs meet my body, but it definitely shot up and covered my stomach and my right breast. I felt so naughty being covered in his cum...I was definitely his slut that night. I rubbed the sticky white mess into my skin...I wanted to smell like him, to feel him on me all night. I found a little pool of it in my navel and spread it around...it was so naughty! He laid down next to me and I tried to express how incredible the night had been, but we were both so exhausted that we passed out in each others' arms almost immediately.
While this experience did not leave me being completely submissive, it definitely made me realize that I have found a lover that knows my body in ways that others could only have dreamed of, and that I can put my pleasure in his hands (and mouth, and cock, etc.) and still be intensely satisfied. This just opens whole new ways for us to pleasure each other...
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